Title: To Keep You Safe Author: Tess E-mail: tnv099@aol.com Distribution: If you want it, but please let me know where Spoilers: None, zero, zilch, zippo Rating: NC-17 Content: MSR, a teeny, tiny bit of angst Disclaimer: Um, well they sure as heck are not mine. The owner would be CC, Fox and 1013 Summary: One night that starts off badly... To Keep You Safe (1/1) by Tess Scully slid between the sheets with a tired sigh. It had been a long day of an even longer week. She stared at the door connecting her motel room to Mulder's, knowing that he was on the other side of it, suffering with the same pangs of guilt, remorse and sorrow as she was on her side. She pinched the bridge of her nose as the dull throbbing that heralded the onset of a major headache made its presence known. She stared at the ceiling in the dim light, reluctant to close her eyes. Knowing that as soon as she did she would see and hear it all again in all of its gory detail. The gunshots. The screaming. The blood of the innocent. Mulder and Scully had been sent to investigate the murders of five young girls. The locals were convinced that the murderer was possessed of demonic powers and so the team from the X-Files was dispatched. A sixth girl had gone missing when Mulder and Scully arrived in town. After spending several days and nights dealing with no sleep, bad coffee and a hysterical town, they had determined that there was no demonic presence but simply that of a deranged individual bent on murder. They had tracked him to his hideout in an abandoned mine on the outskirts of town. They had crept soundlessly toward the mine entrance but the girl's hopeful gasp at seeing them had given them away. The kidnapper had shot the girl first before turning on the two federal agents. Mulder and Scully both dove to the ground while firing their own weapons. The kidnapper collapsed as multiple bullets pierced his body. Scully raced to the fallen girl, while Mulder checked to be sure that her attacker was indeed dead. "Mulder, she's not breathing!" He turned to find Scully frantically searching for a pulse. "No heartbeat." Scully thumped her fist against the girl's chest, beginning compressions as Mulder fumbled for his cell phone. He rapidly dialed the telephone number for the local sheriff requesting immediate assistance. He snapped the phone shut and turned to help Scully with the CPR. He indicated that he would take over the chest compressions while she concentrated on the mouth to mouth resuscitation. Scully nodded and lifted her bloody hands away from the girl's chest. Both agents worked over the girl for endless minutes as they waited for help to arrive. She was pronounced dead on arrival at the hospital. Now Scully lay quietly fighting off a headache. Staring at that damn door. Willing him to come through it. Praying that he wouldn't. Wanting to go to him. Knowing that she shouldn't. The door creaked open and suddenly he was there, dressed only in a pair of jeans. He stared at her from across the room and then walked over to her on leaden feet. He settled on the bed stretching out alongside of her and drew her close. He lowered his head and captured her lips in a bruising, needy kiss. Scully surrendered to his kiss, returning it passionately. The room was quiet save for their soft moans and sighs and the rustling of the sheets against their tangled limbs. Finally, she broke away, panting softly. Mulder dipped his head to recapture her mouth but she pushed him back, trying to shore up her shaky defenses. "Mulder, no. We promised we wouldn't do this, not while we're working." Mulder's response was to roll his weight on top of her, trapping her against the mattress. "We were wrong to make that promise." "Mulder..." "No! God, Scully. We've given our lives to the work, sacrificed so much. Do we have to sacrifice everything to it? Aren't we entitled to find some comfort, some happiness in each other?" Scully closed her eyes briefly, stubbornly trying to remember all the arguments they had made for discretion. "Our lives are so insane," he continued. "But when I'm with you, like this, I can leave it behind. For the first time, in so long, when I'm with you, inside of you, I feel loved and happy. I feel peaceful and warm." He pressed his lips lightly against hers. "I feel safe." Scully wrapped her arms and legs around him with a small cry, trying to absorb him into her body. "And I'm tired of pretending that I'm not in love with you when I am," he whispered. Scully nudged his head up from where he had buried it against her neck and drew his lips down to hers. She teased his lips apart and slipped her tongue between them. Mulder rubbed his lips over hers, hot and hungry. Nibbling, sucking, biting until her mouth was red and swollen from his attentions. Mulder's hands slipped between their bodies and under her T-shirt to knead her breasts. She curved her body up to his and slid her hand down to cup him through his jeans. Her tongue skimmed wetly down his throat and her lips settled against the pulse pounding there. They pulled at each other's clothes and then he was poised above her, his arms shaking on either side of her head. "I need to be inside of you," he moaned. "Now." Scully replied by locking her legs around his waist and arching her hips toward his. She reached down and took him in her hand. She ran her thumb over the velvety smooth tip, spreading the droplet of moisture she discovered there. She kissed him fiercely, drawing his tongue into her hot, wet mouth at the same time that she drew him into the warm wetness of her body. Mulder groaned and he slid deep until he was buried inside of her. He slipped his hands behind her back, arching her torso up and off of the pillows. He caught the nipple of one breast in his mouth, his teeth tugging at it lightly, lips and tongue soothing it wetly. "Mulder!" she cried sharply and grasped fistfuls of his hair trying to push herself deeper into his mouth. At the same time she locked her ankles around his hips, using her feet to pull him deeper inside of her. Mulder released her breast and braced himself over her on one elbow. He placed his other hand over her breast to feel the thundering beat of her heart. Scully ran her hands up and down his hips and then over the strong muscles of his back. His skin was glistening with sweat and her hands kept slipping as she struggled to meet his thrusts. He rocked himself in and out of her and she clenched her inner muscles each time he withdrew. Mulder gasped at the friction and resistance offered by her body. His thrusts became harder and more frantic and with each thrust he was forcing the breath out of Scully with a little grunt. Close. He was so close. He knew that he wasn't going to be able to wait for her for much longer. He reached between them with one hand. She was hot and slippery and with a few strokes of his fingers she came, her muscles convulsing and clenching around him. He followed her seconds later as wave after wave of sensation broke over him. He collapsed weakly on top of her, his body shaking and shuddering in her embrace. Scully threaded her fingers through his wet hair, trailing kisses down his cheek and jaw. Mulder banded his arms tightly around her and nestled his hot face in her neck. ********* He awoke the next morning, blinking in the soft, gray light that filled the room. Scully was a warm weight draped over his back. He stretched beneath her. Scully moaned and rolled off of him, burying her face in the pillows. Mulder trailed a line of kisses down her spine and she batted a hand at him sleepily. "Quit it!" she mumbled. He nibbled suggestively on her hip and she pushed him away. "Knock it off!" she complained, drawing the blankets protectively around her waist. She was lying on her side now, curled in a ball, trying to go back to sleep. Mulder tugged at her until she was lying on her back. He nuzzled one breast, nibbling, teasing the nipple into a firm peak. She cracked open one eye to watch as he drew his tongue across her breast in one long raspy stroke. Scully dug her heels into the bed and reached over her head stretching until he could hear the tiny vertebrae of her back pop and crack. Sighing contentedly she scratched her fingernails along the base of his scalp. He rubbed the sandpapery roughness of his cheeks between her breasts. They lay quietly in each other's arms for several long moments. Finally, Scully pushed him away from her and stood next to the bed. "Where are you going?" he rasped. "Shower," she mumbled. He watched admiringly as she walked around the bed. Her skin still retained a faint pink blush from their exertions during the prior evening. Mulder bounded out of bed after her, curving one hand over her hip as he followed her toward the bathroom. Scully stopped and spun toward him, bracing one hand against his chest. "Alone," she stated firmly. She tugged at his shoulders until he was facing the door to his room. She gave him a tiny push in the right direction. "Scully," he whined plaintively. "Mulder, there's no time. We have to meet the Sheriff in 45 minutes to write up our final report." He sighed theatrically and stomped his way to the connecting door. "But Mulder." He stopped at the sound of her husky voice. "When we get back, we're gonna take a vacation. Just a little time to be alone. Together." He smiled and turned back toward his room. "Mulder?" He turned toward her again. "I love you," she told him. "Love you too," he replied. She smiled and he turned again to leave. "Oh and Mulder?" When he turned to face her once more, she had her back pressed up against her bathroom door, one hand clenched around the doorknob. He tilted his head questioningly at her, waiting. "I love you, Mulder," she repeated. "And I'm going to spend the rest of my life making sure that you know that you are loved, that you feel peace and joy. And I will protect you and keep you safe." She nodded sharply and slipped into the bathroom, closing the door firmly behind her. Mulder blinked and stared at the spot where she had been standing. Suddenly a broad grin broke out over his face. She never failed to surprise him. He wondered if the day would come that she ever would. He smiled softly. He couldn't wait to spend the rest of his life finding out. The End I'd love to hear what you think at tnv099@aol.com